food

hello!

sorry it's been a while - i said i would post biweekly, yet its been nearly 8 days since my last post. i had a total of 3 assignments/exams due last week, as we're in the <pointy end> of the term, but it's nearly holidays so it's all fine now.

as per usual i as sitting at my desk in the pitch black room eating something - a plum this time, though some of my usual choices are crunchy green grapes, those flat, airy rice crackers, tea, chocolate of some kind and basically whatever shit i can get my hands on. binge eating is a big problem for me. i don't know how to stop it and it just keeps on going and going and it feels so bad to just eat and eat and eat. it's like the only thing i can do is eat and i hate it. but i won't stop it, i'll just feel bad about it later. so i'll continue to eat my biscuits and my sugary juice and my milky teas late at night.

i'm not even allowed food downstairs.

goodnight! -g.